the solution to being tormented about how repetitive your ideas may be getting is to use them as experiment for a different medium. These I used to experiment with “inks” and abstract detail.
I remembered this moment in the game pretty well, but I completely forgot that Liara’s infatuation with Shepard is interrupted VERY LOUDLY by Kaidan being completely oblivious. I almost choked on my drink. Liara is so baby in the first game it’s insane compared to her later self who I’m more familiar with.
Liara! I love you so much, Liara!! I would fucking die for you, Liara!
No but in all seriousness, I have no sympathy for you. I didn’t work for years on my writing voice or artwork skills just to cater to your fandom preferences. No one else in your fandom did either. No one owes you artwork that matches your headcanon.
You have three choices if you want fanworks that match your internal vision;
1) learn how to make fanworks yourself (fic, art, cosplay, gifsets, profile pictures, roleplays)
2) commission someone else to make the fanworks you desire with money or trades, or inspire gifted works by hyping up ideas you like/writing prompts and headcanons
3) eat your lovingly pre-prepared fandom food without being rude to the people keeping your fandom alive
